My Daily Life in Hell

Back to Hell

Glad tHis is Not in Your back yard huh?

It Has Started

The new buzz phrase is "Those of Faith", This is how it starts, the mind control has begun, believe in our morals or run.

FoooooooooooooooLish

There's no sense in telling me
the wisdom of a fool won't set you free.
But that's the way that it goes

Join our world and play our game

On My Death

"How do you ever find a path back to being positive again? And not being completely negative and nihilistic about everything that's left?"

but then

Five minutes' joy a day is enough for me. I think we expect way too much out of life..."

Me

caught in life's frustration

A rats nest

The truth

you realize how much misery and suffering could be aleviated if all the money that was being spent by bush and kerry to prove theyre both idiots would be put to some more suitable use....expecially since most people know this already

Re-defining Moment

So this where it all started, actually I was happy growing up here until I was 9 years old. Up and to that point the years had been mainly good. I had a best friend since to the day I could not remember beyond; we even shared the same first name. We ran, ridded, paddled and explored the world around us. Our particular favorite was Stowe Avenue, at the time it was the furthest we would ever venture. It was only about a mile and half long but it seemed so far in those days. From age 5 to nine we would venture another stream further, there were 4 until you reaches the fake arch at the end of the avenue. In those days the avenue was lined with tall trees it was a beautiful place to play and explore, then the trees were dying they caught "Dutch Elm", a mystery to young boys of that age. But that was a fun time we could run up and down the trunks because they were so big. So were hollow and we made camps inside and they were a great place to hide from the rain. In the end the avenue was gone, it never looked the same.

So came another change, I had a best friend since before 3 as announced earlier, suddenly some new people moved into the street, which was a novelty at the time people did not move around a lot at that time. And if they came from another town they were almost exotic. The new kids on the block are always popular for a while, and then they just become a part of the gang. One of the kids was the same age as me and my best friend, and tried to steal my buddy away from; I hung on for as long as I could. Often stealing away my oldest buddy. One morning I could not find him, there the new kid was stood in the street, and he told me that his mom wanted to talk to me. She accused me of taking Andrew away from here son and it was more natural that they should be best friends.

That at the age of nine was shocking and frightening, for the next year I had nothing to do with anybody, I avoided everybody especially Andrew and Barry its like I was the one doing wrong. This was the beginning of my cynicism in life and the start of my pursuit to escape from the projects.

Do you realise

What u do for me?

Can't always say it in words, wish that i was

your boyfriendd, it would be different

You are gorgous, beautifull

need I say more?

You know who you are

It's That time again

You can feel the Colors are changing, you can smell the apples on the ground, the light is golden. Homesick, far from the acient placehe desire to spend a Saturday afternoon walking the meadows and streets of Oxford along the castle walls.

The late afternoon tea in the smoky tea roomsIt is almost to much to bare.